i feel so weird.

i feel kind of like i'm the kid everyone
thought was funny for a while,
but now the novelty has worn off.

it definitely sucks. things have been
weird with my best friends at school,
and i can't figure out why.
change is not my friend.

i'm getting closer to people i never expected.
it's nice but at the same time it's intimidating,
because they are way older than me,
but i get along with them sooo much better.

i can't wait to graduate. i'm so over everything that has to
do with SCHOOL. it's dumb and i don't like it.

ms. swieck is sure to be mad at me.
i didn't take the psat. oh well.
test-taking has always been easy for me
so i am not super worried. i will just study
before i take the real SATs.

i miss charles. haven't talked to him since this morning.
hahaha my little freshman. i hope he did well on his psat.

less than two weeks to write a letter to an author
and read moby dick, aka the most boring book ever.




pray for me. i feel lost =[