sucky day.

the title says it all. today was HORRIBLE.
well, okay it wasn't horrible, but it was lame.
nothing like drastic happened, it was just a bad day.
and now i have to go do chemistry homework.

you know what, it sucks how someone who you
don't have feelings for anymore can just ruin
a perfectly good week, ya dig? like, if kory hadn't
messaged me, i would probably be in a good mood.
but now i'm irritated and upset and it's not even
because i like him, it's actually quite the opposite.
all i've heard since we broke up were stories about him
smoking and trying to get into other girl's pants.
now this "sensitive, good guy" kory is trying to make amends?
FUCK THAT. i don't need you. i don't need you to apologize to
make myself feel better. i've been just fine for four months now.

i love my friends. emily is the best friend i could ask for.
she deals with all my weird crap and doesn't even get mad.
she knows who is good for me and who isn't and she's straight up
about telling me. who does that? no one else, that's for sure.
most people just let me make my own mistakes and then
say "oh sorry to hear that" when i get hurt, but no, emily makes
and effort to protect me and i love her for that.

i've decided to marry charles grant for the simple fact that he can
make my day, any day. oh and he introduced me to this wonderful
website that i love so very dearly =] haha. i love my charlie!

this is a really long post, so i think i am going to end it soon.
i'm done ranting and raving about the injustices of ex-boyfriends.